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Monday, February 20, 2012
9:30 PM
sometimes i wish i could return to the past.
people might give u second chances,
but life,
life doesnt.
1 life, live it
thats what my squadmates say.
sometimes i wish i could do it all over again.
i would do things differently
difinately
Wednesday, December 21, 2011
10:15 PM
right now, im blogging from my blackberry, standing at the penthouse just beside my bunk .
its been almst 4 months since ive entered hta.
time is 2218 .
day 21 dec 2011. 1 day before my block leave starts
feeling weary
feeling forsaken
feeling like going home
feeling tired
feeling lonely
feeling forgottened
feeling needy
feeling a 100 other feelings.
somethings will just stick with us for the rest of our lives. and the more we try to run away from it, the more it haunt us .
Monday, August 01, 2011
3:49 AM
Remember
when getting high meant swinging on the playground?
when protection meant wearing a helmet?
when the worst thing you could get from boys were cooties?
race issues were about who ran the fastest?
war was only a card game.
when wearing a skirt didn’t make you a slut,
the most pain you felt was when you skinned your knees,
and goodbyes only meant until tomorrow.
& we all couldn’t wait to grow up.
what about you?
i couldnt
Tuesday, July 26, 2011
12:25 AM
when you know youve tried..
its good enough..
the charades can end..
the pretense can end..
the pain can end
Friday, July 22, 2011
3:10 AM
cos your the most screwed up person in the world... and i wish i didnt, but i cant help it...
if it takes me 3 years..
but why would u care?
fking move on already ben
1:51 AM
why do i see my past as such a threat?
Wednesday, July 13, 2011
12:17 AM
sometimes when u need to let go,
let it go.
just let it go.
Thursday, July 07, 2011
12:59 AM
Why do people keep deflecting?
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